Out of obligation, I went out with Bachelor #2 again today. He took me to Panda Express. Uh huh. He’s very complimentary and doesn’t hesitate to tell me how attracted he is to me. And don’t get me wrong, he’s good looking with a decent body, but I just don’t think he’s right for me.

But while I was having lunch with #2, I got a text from #1…the details don’t matter, but he said, “How would you feel about getting YOUR MAN blah, blah, blah.” Wait. MY MAN? Hmm.

Is he my man?

Interestingly enough, I do think he is.

Weird. I have a man. My man. Whoa.

No final decision between Bachelor #1 and Bachelor #2 yet, although, I get the feeling that I know where this is going. See if you can tell my thoughts on the subject as well:

1. Canceled on #2 in order to hang out with #1 on Friday night.
2. #1 spent the night.
3. Saw #1 on Sunday as well and REALLY had a good time with him…with our clothes on!
4. Have scheduled to see Bachelor #2 during the day tomorrow as not to create a romantic setting. Lunch works just fine.
5. Am not excited about lunch tomorrow – yet, I still feel like I need to see him one more time just to be sure.

But I think I am sure. Bachelor #1 is growing on me…I really do like the kids. And it’s been A LONG TIME since I’ve actuallly liked someone. It’s a good feeling!